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... [09 Nov 2005|09:44pm]
SoOOooOOoOOo. I'm thinking about starting a Fruits Basket RPG. Would any of you chickies be interested in joining?
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[18 Aug 2005|10:09pm]
Waaaah. I wonder when they are going to put the next episode of Gun x Sword out? I require more Van goodness. :\
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hehehe [08 Aug 2005|03:07pm]
UCAUTION
IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP SAKURA_PETALZ AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.

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Nuff said.
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Random. [05 Aug 2005|08:46pm]
In case you wanna know what I look likeCollapse )
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[05 Aug 2005|07:58pm]
Welllllllllllll, due to my obvious lack of updating, one can probably guess just how un-interesting my life really is. I still have no job. BLAH. Which is really bad because I'm running dangerously low on funds. I may even end up losing my internet and cable television (Both provided by Adelphia, btw) if I can't come up with some money to pay the bill. *weeps* Well, I guess that wouldn't be SUCH a bad thing...maybe it would motivate me to get off of my ass and go make some real friends. However, having a five year old with no cable television=bad news.

This could be a problem.

As if I need more stress in my life, my son starts kindergarten in a few days. Mou. That's another unplanned expense, school clothes, haircuts, supplies, etc. Not to mention that it's going to be a total PAIN IN THE ASS to get him up in the morning. I swear, sometimes it sucks to be me. If it isn't one thing it's another. GAH!

On top of it all, I've been feeling really depressed lately. I just feel like the whole world is crumbling around me. Staying in the house for like a month straight probably doesn't help matters either. I need to get out of here. I'm sick of staying here ALL DAY LONG, cooped up like some sort of hermit. I feel like a fucking hermit sometimes. I just have no desire to be around people anymore. I suppose it has something to do with my personality, I'm an introvert through and through. Even though I think it would be nice to have real friends or maybe even a man in my life. *shrug*

I guess sometimes I just don't want to deal with the drama that comes with interacting with other people. I'm way overally sensitive and tend to never speak my mind. Noooooooo, of course not. I would just rather sit back and keep my mouth shut and let others walk all over me.


I'm really sick of being everybody's doormat. When will I grow a backbone and tell people what's on my mind? It all boils down to my need to be accepted, I guess. I just can't stand the thought of someone disliking me or being mad at me, it just causes me to agonize about it unecessarily. *sigh* (I've been doing a lot of that lately, btw)

I think that maybe I'm lonely :I

On a brighter note...my good friend JB let me see the lineart for the picture she's been drawing for me. It's funny, but just knowing that she cared enough to do something like that for me really makes me happy. I honestly didn't expect her to draw it! But god am I happy she did! Just looking at it makes me smile. I can't imagine how I'll react when she gets it colored...man...it's gonna be BEAU-TI-FUL~!

*worships JB and her god given talents*

Anywho, this was a rather random post so I think I'll end it now.
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[24 Jul 2005|12:35am]
My Personality DefectCollapse )

Woah. This was REALLY acurate!
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[24 Jul 2005|12:28am]
Yoinked from draejonsoul:

My Humor StyleCollapse )
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Reason no. 4803840384 Why My Mother is a Psycho Bitch [12 Jul 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

PHONE CONVERSATION...

Mom: So have you went to pick up your paycheck yet? (Last paycheck from work)
Me: Not yet, I don't expect it to be over 100 dollars anyways...
Mom: *cuts me off* I'LL BE OVER TOMORROW TO TAKE YOUR COMPUTER AWAY! click*
Me: WTF?!

Yes folks, my mother just threatened to "Take my computer away". Threatened ME (a 25 year old woman who doesn't even live with the bitch) with punishment. I mean come on, what's next? She gonna threaten to take away my TV priveleges?

So, I was pissed. Which means I decided to retaliate by calling her back. She didn't answer of course (she always does that when she's pissed). So I left her a couple messages on her machine.

THE MESSAGES...

Me to the answering machine: FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I WAS FIXING TO LEAVE WHEN YOU CALLED. AAAAAAAAND, YOU CANT TAKE MY COMPUTER AWAY BECAUSE IT DOESNT BELONG TO YOU!

(Btw..if she does anything stupid like that, I'm totally calling the police.)

Feeling that I left something out, I call back a few moments later...

Me to answering machine: FURTHERMORE, I WOULD STILL HAVE A JOB IF YOU GUYS HAD NOT PRESSURED ME INTO QUITTING.

(basically she was pissed off because i was on the computer. Which WTF else am I going to do now that I have no job?)

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[11 Jul 2005|05:00am]
"10 Fictional Characters You'd Have Sex With".

1. Hijikata Toushizo (PMK)
2. Yoshida Toshimaro (PMK)
3. Amiboshi (FY)
4. Aragorn (LOTR)
5. The Psychologist guy from Law & Order SVU (Dunno his name but ooo he's hot)
6. Souma Hatori (FB)
7. Jin (SC)
8. Yamazaki Susumu (PMK)
9. Souma Shigure (FB)
10. Souma Hatori (FB)

Well, this was embarassing. ^^;;
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[27 Jun 2005|11:42am]
I would just like to say DAMN ME for being such a nice person! *Headdesk* SOooooo...I was totally going to quit my job. Well, I still am...BUT...I called to tell my boss that I wasn't coming back (explaining the reasons why) and she was all like "Well can you at least finish out the week?". UGH! And of course, me being the total pushover that I am, agreed. WTF have I done?!

Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!
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[19 Jun 2005|09:45pm]
X___X

I wrecked my car this evening. Well, not really wrecked...kind of a fender bender so to speak. I was TRYING to parallel park at my moms house and misjudged the distance. So...I sorta hit my mom's truck leaving a huge ass dent in my bumper (and WTF my bumper is like plastic!). Mou, and today was actually going pretty good, too. Blah. So now I'm all depressed and pissed at myself for being such a dumbass. Bad luck seems to follow me wherever I go. I'm like an accident just waiting to happen. Overall, it sucks to be me.

*goes off to cry* :'(
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[19 Jun 2005|05:14pm]
Hmmm, so I've had a lot of spare time today. I've been trying to catch up on my RP'ng. Soooooo much to do! I went to sleep at 9 last night (foolishly thinking it was only going to be a nap) woke up bright and early before 9 this morning. I was all like WTF?! I MUST have been tired. I was pretty tuckered out yesterday after work. I was like struggling to stay awake the rest of the day. No rest for a mommy of a rambunctious 5 year old, that's for sure! Hopefully, I'll be able to stay up late tonight...so I can talk to my fellow night owls. I've missed them! waaa!

Oh yea, I've also decided that I know far too many artistic people. I'm going to make it my goal in life to pester/torture them until they draw something pretty for me. This means you onigiri_chan, rochan, and draejonsoul! mwhahhahah. I'm sure there's probably more of you out there, I'm just not aware of it...YET.

So basically if you draw, BEWARE! Sakura-dono is on a rampage!

*runs away cackling*
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[11 Jun 2005|11:28pm]
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OMFG [10 Jun 2005|02:52pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

My new job sucks! I hate hate hate it! Anywho, they are breaking so many labor laws at that place, it isn't funny. I worked from 7-2:30 with NO break. That's right, NO BREAK! And you know what they did when I asked if they took breaks? They laughed at me! That chick was all like "No we just eat when we can." WTF?! When the hell is that? That's what I'd like to know! That place was busy as fuck ALL MOTHER FUCKING DAY! Soooo how the fuck do these bitches work all day without eating?! Shit. Anywho. I'm starving so I think I'll go make myself something to eat.

[/rant]

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[09 Jun 2005|11:19am]
Angsting....Sakura styleCollapse )

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Don't ask ^^;; [08 Jun 2005|04:24am]
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[07 Jun 2005|10:03pm]
I stole these from kaneyoshi my fellow Hijikata-saaaaaaaaan fangirl!


^_______^

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*Squeal*
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[07 Jun 2005|09:41am]
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ^___________^



I. HAVE. A JOB!

Yes folks, Sakura-dono is now a proud member of the American workforce. I start Friday! I'm so happy! YAY! The only problem will be that I gotta be there at 7 am :\ Ah well, do what ya gotta do. No more staying up all night for me!
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[07 Jun 2005|08:29am]
So....I have a job interview in 30 minutes. Wish me luck people. Sakura-dono needs a JOB!

That's all for now.
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heh I'm still at it folks [06 Jun 2005|12:18pm]
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